( Ja'far stiffens at that strangled noise, falling against Sinbad in confusion, wondering what-
Ah. )
Sin, it's not foolish. It's something I had to realize. If I placed my feelings above what Sindria needed, it'd be pointless. I wasn't about to endanger either of you just because I-
( He pauses, just letting himself be held against Sinbad for a moment. Something he never thought would happen. Not like this. ) Just because I had romantic feelings for you. It's... regardless, that doesn't matter here. Being with you can only help improve our situation, I can be open in... in my affection for you, and- ( Gods, why did he feel choked up about this? This was silly. He's not some foolish child. ) I love you and Sindria more than anything else. I would do whatever I had to to protect both of you.
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Ah. )
Sin, it's not foolish. It's something I had to realize. If I placed my feelings above what Sindria needed, it'd be pointless. I wasn't about to endanger either of you just because I-
( He pauses, just letting himself be held against Sinbad for a moment. Something he never thought would happen. Not like this. ) Just because I had romantic feelings for you. It's... regardless, that doesn't matter here. Being with you can only help improve our situation, I can be open in... in my affection for you, and- ( Gods, why did he feel choked up about this? This was silly. He's not some foolish child. ) I love you and Sindria more than anything else. I would do whatever I had to to protect both of you.